VampireKisser1

I'm going to try to sell painting on etsy.com but first i need to decide what i should paint. should i paint something geekery or something surreal? A person or place or plant? I don't know yet hehe. I'm selling my Dr.Who painting to one of my friends but i was thinking i might paint more because i know a lot of people who are in love with Dr.Who and of course i'm giving my other painting to my aunt for her wedding present. Ideas would help....
just saying
it would help

I finally got some stuff posted, old stuff, but at least it's something right?
I don't really want to post any of my drawings yet until i color them which might be never hehe. I'm starting to work on my stories again but i'm to afraid to post them. just so people know... my stories... aren't very good. i say that a lot but i only say it because it's true.
So for NDK i was thinking about cosplaying as either Hime or Reiri from Princess Resurrection.
      still thinking
          thinking
              thinking harder
                   I'm tired I'll think more later

I hate how lazy i am. i was planning on post a lot of drawings this summer but i don't want to have to deal with my dumb scanner. I hope that one of these days, when i actually have energy, to start posting stuff.

I've been working on my Nova story and decided to change her back round... i'm still working on it though and ill bet that ill change my mind after it's done and change it all over again.

I also started a new story... i know, i know, i start a new story all the freaking time but this one has been in my head for a very long time and i just now started to actually do a story plot and create characters.

Becca and i were going to start working on our movie again the only problem is we lost the plot and script that we started writing so it's like we are starting from scratch again which totally sucks. We won't actually film it until like summer of senior year since thats when Becca's mouth would be normal

So i'm going to NDK in Denver in September this year and i wanted to go in cosplay but i can't make up my mind about what cosplay i want to do... I was gonna do Maka Albarn from Soul Eater but i don't know yet... Then i was thinking about Lucy from Fairy Tail but then i would have to buy her keys which would cost me like $80 for the good ones... So i picked all the characters from animes that ive watched and looked up the prices for their cosplays... The easiest one would be Winry from Fullmetal Alchemist but i don't think i want to do her... I really want to do Yuuko from xxxHolic but her cosplay is $200 for the kimono... i need help in this department

So far I have Nova, Scarlet, Emmilliee, Cree, Elle, Genevieve, Elena, Katherine, and Corey, for my stories even though i've kind of given up on Corey and Katherine, I havent worked on Cree or Emmilliee's in a while... Elle, Elena, and Genevieve are my newest ones... Nova is my oldest one thought of it like four years ago and havent gotten much process on it hahahaha thats how uncreative i am i can think of ideas but never see them to the end *sigh*

I haven't drawn anything in awhile, I've been very busy with school and sports but now that it is summer vacation I'll have more time to do stuff that makes me happy like draw. So expect some stuff maybe if im not to lazy to figure out how my scanner works.
I want to draw a manga comic for my Nova story but i still need a little help so ...yeah
My research for my comic is just reading a lot of manga so.. yeah... again.

Well Goodbye!!!!

So lately there have been some people in my life who are trying to change me or are keeping me from being who i want to be. So what if i love gore and love to wear black. So what if i want to go to college for art or filming or modeling. who gives a fuck if i go to steampunk and anime conventions. So what if i want to hang out with nerds. Just because i'm not "cool" like the girls who are sluts that get high and get drunk when they go to parties. I don't give a crap what anyone thinks about me. I am who i am and i don't care if im not the person you want me to be. I will always be true to my self. Im going to change but only for me. I'm going to wear my make up the way i want to, im going to wear the clothes that i think are awesome even if there not in style, im going to do want i want to do in the future i dont care if it makes me rich or if i will have to eat ramen everyday and live with my best friend. No one has the right to tell me what to be. I'm going to be a goth model if i want to. maybe i dont want to play basketball anymore, maybe i want to do theater more, maybe i want learn to create monsters or date guys that look like they came from a Tim Burton movie. I dont care what anyone thinks anymore the only thoughts i care about anymore are my own and if you dont like my choices that i make then you can go fuck yourself and deal with it because im not changing for anyone not even you. Who cares if i wear bulky black boots and start wearing a little bit more eyeliner. People should be proud that im becoming a leader and not following everyone elses dumb ass choices. Just because i rather watch Doctor Who, Sherlock, Once Upon a Time, Lord of the Rings, or Harry Potter with my best friends who dont care what i act or look like then going out with people who constantly judges me and getting drunk and high and having sex with any guy that wants too dosent make me a freak. id be a freak if i continued to be someone im not. People are going to deal with my bipolar attitudes. Some day i might be wearing all black and trying to bite people and sometimes ill be wear a dress and heels taking modeling pictures with my friends. Thats just me so deal with it.


Sorry guys about this journal, you know what i'm not sorry, I needed to get some things off of my chest and now i feel much better and dont want to strangle some certain people i am sorry about how this entry is kinda all mixed up, i just let all my thoughts flow out at once and they got a little scrambled

Oh yeah i found my next boyfriend too hehe but he doesnt know me yet